FMBrain

Mar. 10th, 2011 12:30 am
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So, I want to write the Torchwood fic where Ianto doesn't tell Rhiannon that he's not gay, he just likes Jack. Honestly, this is my least favourite trope in fandom, and I think Torchwood is especially guilty of it. It displays this awesome homosexual couple thing, then ruins it all by having it between an omnisexual immortal and a dude who's only interested in said immortal.

Seriously.

There is such a thing as being bisexual. It's even possible to be bisexual while still prefering one gender to another.

I just had caffeine by accident so I'm going to be up all night. It's possible there will be more posts.

/rant



But seriously, I kind of want to write that fic. Fuck my brain.
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I honestly don't know what was going on in my brain when I signed up for three Big Bangs at the same time.

The [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang is going alright. I have 1000+ words written and I haven't even gotten to the good parts.

The [livejournal.com profile] crossbigbang is also okay. I have the whole thing plotted out, and I've re-watched some Criminal Minds and The Rapture to get a feel for Jimmy, but OMG there's a lot of words that need to be written.

The [livejournal.com profile] pre_post_spnbb is a bit of a disaster. I know that it features Crowley!Sterling, a cursed object (possibly a biblical weapon), and a Dean/Cas/Eliot lust!fest, but other than that I'm lost.

GUYS! IT'S A CASE FIC! I DON'T WRITE CASE FIC! WHAT WAS I THINKING? IDE...

Right now the only things I know for sure is that there will be a lot of angst and threesomes, and that Dean is going to get pissed off at Nate.

HELP!

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In fact, I'm getting this little guy here.

nameless puppy

He's the one standing up.

Unfortunately, he doesn't have a name yet. I need some suggestions for before I bring him home on Saturday. Current options are Misha and Bizmark.


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[livejournal.com profile] themega5 linked me this earlier, and it makes me so very happy. It's a 16 minute video, but it's worth it. Especially if you need a pick me up.



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Did anyone else know that Jensen Ackles directed "A Weekend at Bobby's?" How did I not know this?


Meme time!

Mar. 4th, 2011 11:30 pm
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Taken from [livejournal.com profile] ladyoneill

OK, I want to get to know my flist better. Copy and paste the questions into the comments and answer them all as best you can.

Feel free to post it on your LJ so that I can fill it in for you.


1) What is your actual name?

2) How old are you?

3) What country do you live in?

4) What country were you born in?

5) What is your OTF (Original top fandom)?

6) What is your OTP (Original top pairing)?

7) What is your favourite part of my Livejournal (my fics, my RL stories, my meme's, etc)?

8) What about me have you discovered that you really like? (Elaborate)
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So, for the Leverage/Supernatural fic, I still need to know if Dean and Cas were in a relationship before the fic. I'm kind of leaning towards "They were, but nothing concrete, and Cas is still busy with Heaven, so Dean is feeling neglected, but angsting because he still loves Cas."

Thoughts?

Also, [livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry made the good point that the outcome of Dean's fights with people will be entirely dependent on whether or not there is sex involved.

Onto the polls:

I finsihed plotting the Criminal Minds/Supernatrual fic for my [livejournal.com profile] crossbigbang, but I've got a few issues that could go either way:

[Poll #1713544]I'm leaning towards Dean sells his soul for Sammy, because it fits in well with the scene where Jimmy tries to dominate Dean, and Dean tells him to fuck off.

Thoughts?

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There is something almost delectably sinful about reading porn in public places.


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What is wrong with my head that no matter I do I get fic ideas?

I want to write the one where Castiel and Balthazar have "back story", and Dean gets all jealous, because he and Cas share a "Profound Bond."

Also, MISHA COLLINS! That man makes me very happy.

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I think I might actually be bat shit crazy. [livejournal.com profile] paracaerouvoar wanted to be reminded of what it would feel like to finish the Big Bangs. I responded with "Also, you will feel elated when you finish your BB. The endorphins will be pumping, and you will completely forget how much pain and suffering you went through to get there. Then you'll eat ice cream. It will be glorious!"

Now, I'm sitting here thinking... wait, that's actually how I felt after I finished the half marathon this morning o.O Well, that, plus a lot of pain and a large quantity of wine.

I finished the Disney Princess half Marathon in 2 hours, 56 minutes, and 48 seconds. My goal was to finish under 3 hours, so I'm ecstatic. I also came in 7991 out of nearly 17,000 registrants. *Does a happy dance*

Unfortunately, I'm already thinking of the next race I should do. (The Nike Women's Marathon in San Fransisco awards Tiffany's necklaces at the end of the race, and they're handed out by Firemen in Tuxedos. It's also in the Fall, so there would be no winter training in crazy snow). One of our team members also coaches for Triathlons, which would be super cool, and I'm considering doing a full marathon in the distant future.

So, like my writing, I'm apparently addicted to things that are far too long for any sane person to consider.

Because I'm bat shit crazy.

Thoughts?

I'll post the photos and an story about all of my training on Tuesday, as well as the progress from the big bangs.

I feel kind of high right now. :)
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Travel, let me tell you about it.

So my half marathon is tomorrow morning. At 5:45 am. I was up for 39 hours (barring a few cat naps) from Thursday morning until last night.

Woke up at 7:30 on Thursday. This year, London (Ontario) got nearly a meter of snow in 24 hours. We've had several bad storms. I had to drive 2 hours to get from London to the Toronto airport for a 6:30am flight. I decided to take the 10:30 bus instead of the 1:00am bus because I didn't want to miss my flight due to bad storms. I thought I'd sleep on the bus, and then after I'd checked my bag, and then on the flight, and I'd be good to go.

I didn't sleep on the bus, and it took 2 hours to check our bags and then get through customs. For those who don't know, the US now has customs offices in Canada before we even board the planes. Needless to say, I didn't get to sleep then. I slept a bit on the plane, then got to the hotel, checked the bags with reception, and went to the Fit for a Princess Expo (At Dinsey World) to register for the race, then we had a few hours to ourselves before dinner, where I sent the e-mails to let people know I'd arrived safely, then dinner, then before I knew it it was after 10pm. I don't remember the last time I was up for that long.

I spent today at the Expo as well and picked up some awesome swag. I've decided that my next endeavour is to run a full marathon, then a triathalon. Yes, I'm insane.

We've decorated our race shirts for the run tomorrow, and I've got a Tiara. Apparently they'll have all the Disney characters on the course, too. I'll post pictures (and the photos from Ottawa) when I get back.

P.S.: Sponsor me at my fundraising page. I lost my grandpa to Lymphoma, and my close friend's mother battled lymphoma as well. The money goes towards valuable research (I know, because my own research is funded by non-government sources), and education.

Even if you can only spare a couple of dollars, every little bit helps. Those dollars can add up quickly.
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Tomorrow night I'm leaving to go to the airport to fly down to Orlando for my half marathon for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society of Canada. If you want to sponsor me, you can go to my Team In Training page. Thanks to everyone who has sponsored me so far. It's for a great cause.

So when I'm stressed and angsty I end up on my soap box with rants that probably aren't that important. I figure this time I'll share briefly what I'm stressed and angsting about, and then the mini rant for today.

Things that are making me angst right now: )

Mini rant that may contain controversial opinions about fandom warnings )

I feel a little better getting it all off my chest.


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So, I may or may not have signed up for the [livejournal.com profile] darkangel_bb last night (because, you know, baby Jensen (bb!Jensen) plays Alec in the second season). [livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry had words about this. The words might have gone something like this:

[livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry: and how do you plan on doing Dean/Eliot/Cas justice if you're thinking about bb!Jensen? or what about scientist!Jensen? or bb!Dean/Cas? WHAT ABOUT MY FUCKING TIMER!AU? How do you think it makes them feel to know that you're not even through with them and already you're moving on to something younger and prettier?
WONT YOU THINK OF CHAD?
how is he going to feel?
like shit, thats how

I'll post an update about Ottawa and the progress of the other bangs once I've got the photos uploaded.


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I had this stupidly long rant typed out about health and fitness, and why it annoys me when my parents act like I don't know what I'm taking about when it comes to these things. (I'm a huge human health geek. If something affects me or my friends/family, I Pubmed it). I deleted it because it was ranty and annoying.

Really, what it all boils down to is that I really need a hug.

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I posted this, and then it died when I tried to edit something, so we'll try it again!

I just signed up for the [livejournal.com profile] crossbigbang (it's only 15,000 words). I've been planing on doing a Criminal Minds/Supernatural cross over for a while, since someone posted a prompt in a Dean/Cas kink meme about Jimmy thinking he was an angel, and getting a young Dean involved in his insanity. I was watching Criminal Minds at the time, and this is what I came up with.

Summary: Castiel is an angel of the Lord using Jimmy Novak as a vessel. Dean is the righteous man destined to save Humanity. Together they fight crimemonsters. Now the BAU is investigating a bizzare string of grave desicrations, arsons, exorcisms gone wrong and homicides that don't look humanly possible.

It's going to feature age difference (Jimmy is ~35, while Dean is ~19), distinctive D/s themes in their relationship and probably a lot of gore.

My question for you guys is whether Jimmy is an insane man who has Dean wrapped up in his psychosis due to the way his schizophrenic father raised him, or is it trufax monsther hunting?

[Poll #1681860]

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ETA/PREFACE: [livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry is a really classy, upstanding lady. It's part of what makes her inner Chad so awesome.

I chat with [livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry way too much during the day, and we discuss fic. Here are some more thought out portions of conversation from my [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang:

Context: Jensen has just broken up (or been dumped) by the guy he's seeing, and Jared is there to comfort him. Jared believes the whole dating men thing was an experiment on Jensen's part.

Jensen: I suck at dating. It's obvious I'm going to die alone.
Jared: No. You're a great guy. You're funny. You're kind. You're smart. And you're hot. Any girl will be lucky to have you.
Jensen: *snorts* But not you.
Jared: Huh?
Jensen: But no guys. Not you.
Jared: What do you mean?
Jensen: How many men do I have to fuck before you'll believe I'm in love with you!
Jared: sure you love me, but like a friend and you're not gay
Jensen: You know what. Fuck you. Get out.

Context: After the previous conversation Jared goes home and bitches to his roommate Chad about how unreasonable Jensen is.

Chad: Dude, he wants your hot dude-bit in his dude-bit
Jared: o.O?
Chad: He wants your man meat!
Jared: o.0!
Chad: oh just fuck him already. Thats when you put your dick in his ass.
Jared: dude! I know what sex is
Chad: Good. Then go have it with him.
Jared: Jensen's not gay.
Chad: He was gay the one time your dick was in him. He's been screwing dudes.
Jared: He was drunk, and the rest was an experiment.
Chad:Some dude was jizzing in your boy's face. That dude came right in your boy's eye! *jerking off/pettle throwing* And he liked it. For [x number] of months.

Obviously this needs to be polished up a bit, but that's the general idea. [livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry needs to be credited for a lot of this (i.e. the whole "how many men" bit, and the most of second conversation. I love her inner Chad.
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I'm working on the J2 Big Bang right now, and I keep getting lines that I want to stick in it. I figured I should write them down for posterities sake.

"I don't think I've ever been in love."

"I guess at some point you just have to take a leap of faith and just give in."

"I think I'm too much of a realist for this romance crap."

One of the Js is going to be very pessemistic about love, aparently. Can't decide which one.

[Poll #1680778]

ETAOther lines:

Jensen: "How many men do I have to fuck before you'll believe I love you."

AND

Chad: "Some dude is getting jizz in your boy's eye RIGHT NOW." ([livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry channelling her inner CMM).


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So this conversation stems from the last time [livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry and I saw each other. She was helping me plot my [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang and we ended up discussing the role of Chad Michael Murray. She channelled her inner CMM spectacularly, and with hand gestures.

Also, this is what we do instead of working at our respective jobs.

[livejournal.com profile] notragicmercury: Came across an article about dealing with your partner's best friend. It reminds me so much of J2 and CMM
[livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry: hahahaha, CMM. I'm giving my inner CMM a fistbump right now
[livejournal.com profile] notragicmercury: I love him more than I should, and it's all your fault.
[livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry: how is this my fault? Chad Michael Murry is no ones fault but his own
[livejournal.com profile] notragicmercury: It's your inner CMM that makes me like him.
[livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry: oh, well in that case love him like you love punching that guy who knocked up your sister
[livejournal.com profile] notragicmercury: laughs
[livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry: love him with deep, furious satisfaction
[livejournal.com profile] notragicmercury: I kind of want to write the fic now...
[livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry: just as long as I get to help with the cmm bits
[livejournal.com profile] notragicmercury: I'm not sure I could write CMM without your glorious input.
[livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry: hahahah. It is because I drop these jems like Sophia drops it like its hot
[livejournal.com profile] notragicmercury: laughs Just like that.
[livejournal.com profile] fleshlycherry: yes! it is so wrong that I'm so proud of my inner Chad
[livejournal.com profile] notragicmercury: Probably, except for the fact that it's hilarious.

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I got this from [livejournal.com profile] merngel. It's a massive prompt table. AFTER I finish my Big Bangs, betaing, and writing that Timer!AU, I'm going to tackle some of these prompts.

001.Steampunk AU. 002.Comedy Movie Fusion. 003.Alternate Season One. 004.Drama Movie Fusion. 005.Internet Celebrity AU.
006.Sci-Fi Movie Fusion. 007.Alternate Timeline. 008.Wild West AU. 009.Reality TV AU. 010.Documentary AU.
011.College AU. 012.Teacher/Student AU. 013.Heist Movie Fusion. 014.Alternate NegaVerse. 015.Fantasy AU.
016.Cyberpunk AU. 017.Mystical Creature AU. 018.Adventure Novel Fusion. 019.Changed Canon Event. 020.Royality AU.
021.Romantic Movie Fusion. 022.Genderswap. 023.Alternate Pre-Series. 024.Character Was Never Born. 025.Thriller Movie Fusion.
026.High School AU. 027.Occupational Business AU. 028.Time Travel. 029.Reality TV Fusion. 030.Political AU.
031.Sci-Fi TV Show Fusion. 032.War AU. 033.Post-1900's AU. 034.Changed Historical Event. 035.Non-Canon Death.
036.Band AU. 037.Primary School AU. 038.Switched Lives. 039.Artist AU. 040.Life After Death AU.
041.TV Drama Fusion. 042.Animal AU. 043.Sci-Fi Novel Fusion. 044.Superhero Fusion. 045.Kid!Fic.
046.Medical AU. 047.Sliders. 048.Talk Show AU. 049.Post-Apocalypse AU. 050.Character Never Left.
051.Action Movie Fusion. 052.Reincarnations. 053.Mythology AU. 054.Manga/Graphic Novel Fusion. 055.Based On A True Story Fusion.
056.TV Action Show Fusion. 057.Character Was Actually Good. 058.Romantic Comedy AU. 059.Series Has A Different Setting. 060.Fairy Tale AU.
061.Pirate AU. 062.Character Never Died. 063.Mafia AU. 064.Character Never Found Path. 065.Big City AU.
066.Amnesia. 067.Disaster Movie Fusion. 068.Slave AU. 069.Roommate AU. 070.Character Was Actually Evil.
071.Strange Profession AU. 072.Hooker AU. 073.Western Fusion. 074.Rich Kid/Poor Kid AU. 075.Urban Fantasy AU.
076.Holiday Special. 077.Dieselpunk AU. 078.Fantasy Novel Fusion. 079.Fairy Tale Fusion. 080.Inanimate Object AU.
081.Horror Movie Fusion. 082.Soap Opera AU. 083.Character Left Series Early. 084.Musical Theater Fusion. 085.International Spy AU.
086.Made-for-tv-movie Fusion. 087.Character Has An Evil Twin. 088.Heist AU. 089.Characters Aren't Actually Related. 090.Small Town AU.
091.Different Social Background. 092.Model AU. 093.Mystery Movie Fusion. 094.Actor AU. 095.Amish/Farmer AU.
096.Sitcom Fusion. 097.Adopted By Different Parents. 098.Robots/Androids AU. 099.Fantasy AU. 100.Characters Never Met.
101.Anime/Adult Cartoon Fusion. 102.Alien AU. 103.Character Turned Away From Path. 104.Happy Ending Turned Tragic. 105.Writer AU.
106.Fantasy TV Show Fusion. 107.Alternate Season Ending. 108.Relationship Ended. 109.Space AU. 110.Orphanage AU.
111.Canon Alternate Universe. 112.Pilot AU. 113.Magical Character Now Non-Magical. 114.Bartender AU. 115.Vampire AU.
116.Modern AU. 117.Video Game Fusion. 118.Medical TV Drama Fusion. 119.Paranormal AU. 120.Character Was Revived From Death.
121.Sports AU. 122.Woke Up In Another World. 123.Biker Gang AU. 124.Thriller Novel Fusion. 125.Club AU.
126.Time Loop. 127.Distopia AU. 128.Fantasy Movie Fusion. 129.Tragic Ending Turned Happy. 130.Dream World.
131.Relationship Never Ended. 132.Sports Movie Fusion. 133.Zombie AU. 134.Stranded AU. 135.Pre-1900's AU.
136.Kid Cartoon Fusion. 137.Doppelgangers. 138.Dancer AU. 139.Character Is A Clone. 140.Assassin AU.
141.Police Force AU. 142.Characters Are Actually Related. 143.Historical Fiction Fusion. 144.Werewolf AU. 145.Character Has A Clone.
146.Character Was "Re-Educated". 147.Utopia AU. 148.Kid TV Show Fusion. 149.Fan AU. 150.Pregnancy/Male Pregnancy.
151.Sports Movie Fusion. 152.Library AU. 153.Canon Isn't Real/Is A Dream. 154.Character Was Born Disabled. 155.Lawyer AU.
156.Chef AU. 157.Suspense Novel Fusion. 158.Government Agents AU. 159.Someone Never Died. 160.Magical Powers AU.
161.Sci-Fi AU. 162.Classical Literature Fusion. 163.Slave AU. 164.Prison AU. 165.Disney Fusion.
166.Film-noir AU. 167.Switched Character Roles. 168.Solo Singing Career AU. 169.Romance Novel Fusion. 170.Superhero AU.
171.Crime Drama Fusion. 172.Children's Book Fusion. 173.BC Era AU. 174.Priest AU. 175.Character Is The Evil Twin.
176.Comic Book Fusion. 177.Biopunk AU. 178.Epic Adventure AU. 179.Character Made A Different Choice. 180.Tragedy Novel Fusion.
181.AR of Choice. 182.AR of Choice. 183.AR of Choice. 184.AR of Choice. 185.AR of Choice.
186.Fusion of Choice. 187.Fusion of Choice. 188.Fusion of Choice. 189.Fusion of Choice. 190.Fusion of Choice.
191.Crossover of Choice. 192.Crossover of Choice. 193.Crossover of Choice. 194.Crossover of Choice. 195.Crossover of Choice.
196.AU of Choice. 197.AU of Choice. 198.AU of Choice. 199.AU of Choice. 200.AU of Choice.


Sources: Table made by [livejournal.com profile] merngel. Blank table was found at [livejournal.com profile] challenge_the. The ideas for some of the prompts came from Wikipedia, [livejournal.com profile] comment_fic, [livejournal.com profile] au_bingo, and FanBingo.

FUCK...

Feb. 8th, 2011 02:33 am
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It's 2:30 in the morning, and I have to be up in 4.5 hours, and I can't get to sleep. FML.

On the plus side, I did plot out all of my [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang. I had to drop out of the [livejournal.com profile] apocabigbang because of health reasons (i.e. I was sick, so it didn't get done). Still going to write it for the March 5t, deadline, though.

Any tips for beating insomnia?

ETA: Realized the Dr. Pepper, unlike the Rootbeer, actually has caffeine in it. I haven't had caffeine in about two weeks. My stomach is going to hate me.


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